all my friends either getting job interviews, doing research for masters, getting married or expecting. 

me ? still figure out what does thermodynamics law related to fluid dynamics and what does perpetual motion machine affect the entire system. 

i'm cool, till now. the pressure is just too high i cant handle. i've made a business plan. and expect to execute it by this hols. but, things doesnt always according to plan. my supplier suddenly stop taking the stock from china, and my business plan all go to the drain. 

i've other business plan related to food business, but sadly, this one seems to fails too. i dont have the capital. 

this business plan should make me feel better, as i will have steady income monthly, not as much as my friends in Petronas made, but atleast i can have saving for my wedding. 

but everything seems to fails. 

i'm not just sad, but i feel like giving up my life.