"Ja, aku cakap kat mak kau teman aku taw. so mak tak risau sangat"

i've got that a lot. being a girl who doesnt has a father, and i can do anything i want to do. my mum just dont care as long as i dont ask her for money. she trusted me, and even said that if i doesnt to things wrongly, how could i know what is right. 

so, when my friend did something ( dating etc) behind thier parents, they usually used my name. "keluar dengan jaja", "Jaja teman ktrg keluar"," Jaja ada sekali". just because if anything happens, nobody will scold me or anything.

even if my friends want to do something, i would easily offers my name. "kau cakap je kat mak kau, kua ngan aku". 

i know people used me a lot. some parents trusted me. and some even thought that i'm a bad influenced to their daughter. that's kinda sad. but, i just dont want my friends to have a bad relationship with their parents. enough with me. i have nothing to lose. i might just lose their parents' trust or lose my friends. but that's all. my mother will not scold me for that. i dont have a father who would beat me up for going out with some guys. 

but as the time passed, i'm the one who create a good relationship with my friends' parents. its kinda heartbreaking when some parents dont trust you or said that u're a bad influences. but the real culprit is their child. but, there's still nothing to lose. 

and some parents still treated my like their own. even support me morally after what happened to me. for that, i'm really thankful. 

i love to have a good relationship with my frends' parents. as i could see how good family is. even with so much flaws. i really appreciate my friends' parents. as it's hard to grow up to have none.