condolence

my bestfriend, lost her dear father last night. after few months battling (is it the right word) with lung cancer. i cant even get my head straight since yesterday. i cant go to perlis to comfort her. as my purse dont agree with my head. i want to be there with her, to comfort her and to support her family. but i just cant. it's really heartbreaking. 

for the whole day today, i'm reminicing the memories i had with abah (wawa's father). he was really, a good man with awesome sense of humor. there's a time when we stuck at langkawi and need a place to stay, he give us greenlight. we here are Topeq, Afo, Ayie, muaz and i. hello, 4guys 1 girls might got a jelingan tajam or a sarcastic comment from other's parents. but abah just accept us with tangan yg terbukak. abah is awesome u know. his jokes always got my nerve. and his sarkastic conversation with wawa made me feel jealous with wawa, to have an understanding and protective father like him.

for a moment, eiyla and i (both of us lost our dads long time ago) felt like we have a dad. abah really awesome. i never felt i'm not welcomed at their's u know. 

even for a short time, i felt such a loss when he passed away last night. i'm really sad as i never pay him a visit even once since he's diagnosed with lung cancer. 

whatever it is, semoga Allah tempatkan abah dalam kalangan orang yg beriman. 

wawa. u are the strongest person i've ever met. i miss our time, where we cried to each other about stupid thing ever. i'm sorry i cant be there with you and for you. but my prayer always with u, ur families and abah. insyaallah. 

i cant ask u to be strong, because that's the only choice u have. doakan yg terbaik. kuatkan diri. dekatkan diri dngn Allah. tu je. i'm always here for u. forever. and ever :)