thing was super fun, when we're just started, or just main2.

when i decided to do small business, everything seems so easy and fun. but when i decided to be serious, things turns to be so much different. totally upside down. the stock didnt arrive at the estimated time. so many backout buyers. and the list goes on and on.

same goes to relationship, when we're just flirting and scandal-ing, things was so easy and fun. no broken heart, no stupid fights, nothing seems bad. love in the air, the sparks were everywhere. lovebirds so sweet bla bla bla. but, things changed when we decided to be serious in the relationship. may i know why ?

and not to forget my studies. when i played and texting in class, i can understand and passed the exam, with a good grades. but when i really take notes and revise and study hard, my result was : F or got a supplement paper. i FAILED. not once but so many time. hm.

why things changed the moment we started to decide to be serious on something, there you go.  hurdle and every single obstacles comes in our way. why ?

when i started to be serious in everything i do, there u go. i failed in my exam, i failed in everything i do. fail to be a good friend, fail to be a good daughter. every single thing in my life, i FAILED.

maybe when we decided to be serious, we went extra miles and trying too hard. that's what makes us fail and face so much problems we never encounter before. 

so i decided, to be just playful forever. i dont want to be serious in every single thing in my life anymore. :D