Things happen for a reason, or reasons. for me, i've been so fragile and weak whole last week. struggle to get my life back, try to smile and laugh. try to find my old self back. fights with inner me. with my 3 and half years relationship falling apart. 

alhamdulillah, my struggle paid off. i found my self back. i found my self woke up and straight away to my study table, without even brush my teeth. i slept after subuh, coz i'm sooo sleepy. dett, dye and i were busy talking about future husband last night. yeah, we decided to discuss only serious matter, and that includes mariage and future husband. i know, we even shared few doa's for jodoh and all. ahha. funny isn't it. we even bajet we are vivy,Kak Ajie and asma'. Lame us. i know. haaha.

today, i feel so much better. i found my self back. listened to my favourite musics, study and met my lecturer as i have to pass up few questions to make up my attendance. my rule is simple, when i shit, i clean my mess. i dont wait until the last moment to fix the thing. when i do wrong, i appologize and make up something to prove i'm really sorry. i dont just say sorry and walk away. thats me, i rather fix something than throw it away.

i found my self back, i found my laughter. i found my happiness in me. 

Alhamdulillah. thank you Allah. please make it easy for me, please make it easy for my friends and family. 

for friends that have been there since forever. thank you, only Allah could repay all of you. i love youu all. :)

pray for me. :)