Yesterday, i just typed "Russian Christmas Music" at Youtube, just because i really missed the oboe part of that song. and i kept on clicking few other songs too. Ross Roy, Tanabata, Candide Oveture, Persis, EL Camino real and many more. i really missed everything. every song have their own memory. Persis reminds me of my fights and my impossible dream of playing oboe, finally came true because Cah and Abg Raja and my whole poyo crews trusted me. Candide reminds me of the unity of our Poyo Crews and our fivers (Ohana), and the fun we had in 2006. and loads more, that i just want to keep it to myself. and I realised, when i study while listening to these musics, i can focus and understand most of what i read. better than i studied in a quite environment. 

and i really miss Oboe. just so sentimental. it's not just an Oboe, it reminds me of our fights, our courage to take a chance and change things to be better. it reminds me, that i can do impossible things. it's more like a motivation for my self. that's all. 

[ pictures from uncle Google :) ]

i miss youuu :(