"Kesian budak ni, terkejut kot xpnh g kubur. kne cari air baca2 ni"

"Haah laah, mntak aa tok Bakri air..eh"

"Yeah right. call laa dia"

"hoi, mmg laa boleh, rasanya tadi tu kita g kubur tok Bakri kot, kebumikan dia"

"oh, haah laa. what's wrong with us"

yeah right, selama ni kalau ada pape sakit ke apa, mmg g kat Tok Bakri mintak ubat, mintak air, mintak nasihat. He's a teacher. cikgu agama lah kiranya. mengajar Tajwid, ajar macam2 laa. ceramah semua. i'm quite close to him, as atuk ktrg yg tinggal cuma Tok Bakri n Tok Jaafar je. but tok Bakri always gave me positive words.

10 muharam (last thursday), while giving ceramah about Hari Asyura at Masjid, suddenly he blabbering and fell down. his family took him to the General Hospital even he refused to. he admitted to ICU. after the CT scan, they found out that he has blood clog at the brain, so they have to remove it. he went to the operation theatre right after the result of CT scan was out. Lepas dah habis all the operation thingy, the doctor said, he's chance is just 50-50. he told them to just ready and be beside him and never leave him. 50-50 mannn, siap ada tulis 'stanby' lagi kat katil dia. kesiann. :(

so, he passed away at 1.15 a.m, Sunday (17th November) morning. i cant sleep. as usual, kalau ada kematian mmg susah nak tido. just like few years ago, mak long passed away at 3.am, i can only sleep at 5 a.m. so yeah, at 8 a.m we went to Tok Niah's house. when i salam and hug her, she said "Atuk kau dah takda nak", and she cried. OH MY GOD, i cant hold 'em anymore. mmg nangis terus time tu.

after kafan and all the anaks and cucus kissed him, they want to take him to the masjid. Once the body keluar from the house, Tok Niah hugged Pak Ngah and cried. she screams so loud " ABANGGGG", and the whole house cried, because of Tok Niah's reaction. semua orang risau gila. semua orang hugged and pujuk her. 

the thing is, Tok Niah and Tok Bakri, is were the most romantic couple i've ever seen. my Abah Tok and Mak Tok pun tak sweet camtu. they travelled together. buat apa2 sama. even when tok niah bake her kek lapis pun Tok Bakri tolong. memang tak boleh terima lah. tak penah sakit tiba2 rebah and meninggal. in 3days time kot. kesian sangat Tok Niah.

after the body dah dikebumikan, i hugged all the aunties and said " Take care aunty, take care of Tok Niah", and hugged the cucus too. i asked them to be strong and doakan Atuk there. Tok Niah still can't believe it, but i don't have a courage to stay longer. i'll cry harder than her, i know. Hati Tisu i am. haha.

The funeral, memang ramai gila orang datang. semua orang sayang dia kot. seorang yang sangat baik and helpful. tak pernah bermusuh. selalu tolong orang. ramai gila. even kat kubur pun penuh orang. 

so, that's the whole story of My atuk sedara funeral yesterday. it's a huge lost to the family, and to the industry people (his students and ahli masjid) too. So, tinggal sorang je atuk now. Tok Jaafar, the one and only guy in Mak Tok's siblings. 

Semoga roh Tok Bakri dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang yang beriman. insyaallah.

Al-Fatihah.