i miss having a pillow talk with my girl friends. i have friends here,but we rarely discussed personal things. maybe because i'm older then them. i dont know. i dont have friends who can study and discuss school things with. i dont have a 'we went/go through and thick' type of friend(s) here just yet. still searching for one. but now, i'm sticking with lonely loner type of student. but,taking Mechanical Engineering, and a woman. quite not suitable for 'lonely-loner' kind. i should find a study group, or atleast a friend that i can rely on. Allah please make me strong. make everything smooth path for me, as this already my 2nd uni for Mechanical Engineering. Allah, please guide me well. i'm fragile and weak. 

Thanks to all girlfriends across the world. dye, dett who are always there for me. thanx to Line for inventing Group Chats, that we can exchange stories like the old time. OH MY GOD, i really miss dett. she's the only one who see my ups and down since 2006. my personal things, my love life, everything. just ask her anything about me, surely she knows it, if and only if she remembers it laa. haha. 

Thanx to mekyah who always there, anytime i asked her to Facetime with me and share every single thing. God, i really miss her. before this we'll just need to lock the door and start gossiping and share our stories, but now we need Facetime. i wonder how it will be like when she starts working, next year. how time flies. i'm still stuck with Newton, Thermodynamics and such, but she'll graduating soon. its hard. really hard. but, there's maybe something sweet for me at the end, insyaallah. 

Pray for me. :)